On Repeat

By Autumn J. Cuff

I repeat audio of our love, and continue searching for our meaning.

Why push a pen so hard just to go blind mid-work of art?

Why repeat words that are destined to hit a wall and make a satisfying mess?

When do words stop one from experiencing life changing emotions?

I'm in love with a sound I do not own,

With a face called home,

With an essence that once fed my soul.

I was on repeat when you found me.

How do I freeze this moment?

How do I leave without drawing any more blood?

I repeat the audio of this love that I wish to forget.

Let new melodies in;

Strike keys that bend thoughts and emotions into one.

I sing reflective notes that, in some twisted way, charred an 

Evolved purpose once sought after

With the motivations that led to our love in question,

Why can't we just freeze this moment?

I am forever on repeat because of you.

About the Author

Autumn Cuff, Virginia State University

Autumn Cuff is a junior English major with a minor in Film Studies at Virginia State University, hailing from Philadelphia. Passionate about writing and reading nonfiction, Autumn has been creatively writing since high school, with a particular focus on African American history. Through her work, she aims to explore and illuminate the richness of historical narratives while also honing her craft as a storyteller. When not writing, Autumn enjoys delving into films and readings that challenge societal perspectives and foster deeper understanding.